Crazy Thoughts

We are in bound with a lot of things and a hell lot of commitment. And the reason for all this is, being social is it…. Well to my case, I would say yes, since majority of the time it happened with me, may be you go for ‘No’….. It may be a matter of series of coincidence or may be the truth. But after all this I have learned that the only person blamed or appreciated for the thing is you, as you are the decision taker. Another thing is that as we all know that it’s impossible to fulfill each and everyone’s wish so it’s better  to annoy some nearby if you think you are right……… well when I know all of this, then why do I feel bad when someone is annoyed on mine step. Why I am being impatient on such deeds of mine… why at dark hours I use to hunt down those questions of mine. Why do I feel like a confused guy, one who regrets on his decision but then at another instance of time my ego pull me up by saying that ‘you can’t regret for the thing, the one you did was very correct’ well at that time I don’t know that I am razing my head in the clouds of myth or truth…. but I feel like pressurized I feel like bounded……